I Didn’t Die. I Wrote This Instead

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This book wasn’t written to impress you. It was written to meet you.

I Didn’t Die. I Wrote This Instead. is a raw, soul-breathing collection of 29 poems written during moments of grief, awakening, stillness, and survival. If you’ve ever held back tears, questioned your place in the world, or carried emotions you couldn’t name — this book is for you.

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105 Pages

Language

English

File size

177 KB

Publication Date

April 17, 2025

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About the I Didn’t Die. I Wrote This Instead

by SunDeep Mehra (Author) | Format: Kindle Edition

This book wasn’t written to impress you. It was written to meet you.

These are not poems to be analyzed for technique.
They are quiet fragments of someone who chose to stay — when leaving felt easier.

I Didn’t Die. I Wrote This Instead. is a raw, soul-breathing collection of 29 poems written during moments of grief, awakening, stillness, and survival.

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ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0F5G8BGYS

Publisher ‏ : ‎ ‎ SunDeep Mehra (April 17, 2025)

Publication date ‏ :‎ ‎ April 17, 2025

Language ‏ : ‎ English

File size ‏ : ‎ 177 KB

Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled

Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported

Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled

X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled

Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled

Print length ‏ : ‎ 105 pages

Page numbers source ISBN ‏ ‏ : ‎ B0F6ZSPWLH

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      Wounded Child

      The world has become nothing but a wounded child
      Forgotten dreams
      Lost fantasies
      Music with no soul, rhythm with no vibe

      Houses filled with trophies — but a failed life
      The world has become nothing but a wounded child

      Fighting in the bright, talking in the night
      Running from the truth, calling lies “the vibe”
      Laughing, crying, and dancing for their own genocide
      The world has become nothing but a wounded child

      No one knows — in silence, they search for life
      Fed up with faking, on the edge of the knife
      Still wearing the veil — the so-called holy bride

      It’s time to feel
      It’s time to heal
      It’s time to rescue the wounded child

      The world is rising for the final fight
      The wounded child
      The wounded child

      Rise.
      Rise.
      Rise —
      Wounded child.

      Someday

      Someday, things might change for better
      We might learn to honor what truly matters

      Someday, we’ll remember love above all
      And choose to give, not take at all

      Someday, we’ll stop loathing for selfish gain
      And realize — we were built to be a flame

      Someday, education will ripen into knowing
      The brain will rest, and the heart keep glowing

      Someday, souls will shine and minds be clear
      When we meet, we’ll embrace — without fear

      Someday, walking side by side will be the thrill
      And selflessness will trend, like a pulse we feel

      Someday, crying will become strength’s friend
      And sharing our truth — a new kind of trend

      Someday, when we meet ourselves without shame
      And I write this again… it won’t feel the same

      Someday.

      This is your home

      Come, weary soul, and rest your heavy heart
      This is the place where burdens fall apart
      No need to prove, no need to chase or hide
      In this quiet space, let darkness subside

      Leave behind the masks, the endless race
      No more battles, no more faces, no more pace
      Here, the grudges and egos melt away
      With every sigh, karma’s swords won’t stay

      This is the home for the forgotten and torn
      Where the soul, once corroded, is reborn
      You’ve carried the weight of the world too long
      But here, even the broken find where they belong

      In the arms of divine healing, feel the balm
      A single drop brings eternal calm
      Melt into forever, take no shape again
      Knowing only the wind — no more pain

      Here, you’re free, like a whispering breeze
      No longer bound by what was or could be
      Come, runner — no more need to roam
      Welcome, beloved — this is your home

      Final Ritual

      It’s been a long ride, my dear Sun
      I knew you would make it, and make it fun
      Showing courage and love like none
      You made us proud, my dear Sun

      You walked through shadows, left nothing undone
      Exalted through darkness in every dungeon
      You taught the world what lives in the heart
      And when hope collapsed, you became the Sun

      I saw you rise with color from ash
      Fears and tears tucked under your lash
      A journey of fire, a balm for the soul
      A child, a lover, a teacher made whole

      You explored beyond the veil that few can tame
      What others call myth, you simply reclaim
      For us, for them, for all who never knew
      I crowned you with my name, before you knew