Holding It All: The Beautiful Mess and Brilliance Within
Self-awareness journey is not about choosing the light over the dark. It’s about seeing everything you are: the joy, the rage, the passion, the madness, the softness, the ache, and realizing, I am all of it. Whenever I see myself (though I never see, hihihi), I find endless passion, playfulness, unconditional love, humanity, divinity, kindness, empathy, endless creativity, joy, madness, bigger purposes, global impact, change, light, passion, loyalty, commitment, growth, world, excitement; you just name the best or toughest things, I feel myself, and I have all of that in me. All of that.
The Duality We Carry: Light and Darkness in Every Breath
But this never means I don’t have darkness, sadness, anger, hate, evil, arrogance, lust, loss, grief, and mourning. Again, you name it; I have all of this too. And what does that mean to me? Frankly speaking, nothing. Lolz. And yet, everything.
Energy as Language: Turning Experience Into Purpose
I dig deep (or deepest) into things that happen to me, not to analyze but to understand how these energies move through me. How they shape me. And more importantly, how I have to turn or transmute every single thing for my higher purpose and meaning. This is never as simple as it appears. It’s not linear. It’s a dance, a game of heart, mind, body, soul, and much more.
Paradox of Power: What We Can’t Control, We Still Create
We can’t control anything. And yet, we can control everything. We can’t be something at one time, but still, we can embody something else completely, just by not being the other thing, even for a moment. This is the paradox. This is the duality of being.
This reflection is part of a larger exploration inside the Awakened Leadership philosophy, where self-awareness meets truth, paradox, and personal power.
Why Can’t We See It?
Now, when I say why many can’t see that, I mean this: Why don’t we feel excited about a broken leaf, a simple glass of water, a switchboard, a random stone? Why do we chase meaning only in specifics, in objects, in desires we don’t even understand? Why do we forget that everything around us, every ordinary thing, can spark the same thrill, the same revelation, the same emotional awakening?
This Is Not an Answer. It’s an Invitation.
I’m not here to justify anything. I’m not here to convince or judge. I just want you to pause. To feel. To think. Some of you will catch the right question, and it might change your life forever. To explore the power of accepting all parts of yourself, read https://positivepranic.com/beyond-perfect-the-power-of-self-acceptance/. Beyond Perfect: The Power of Self-Acceptance by Julia Delaney, an article offering insights for embracing your whole self.
Final Word (Or Not Really):
Love you all from the core of my heart. Stay blessed. Keep rocking. And please, don’t ever hesitate to cry. Anytime. As many times. Wuhuuu… Whatever I didn’t say above is exactly what I meant to say.
